[He doesn't say anything in response to that, but he does get a pretty visceral reaction. An extreme wave of nauseous anxiety, and Lio almost flinches. Looking up at the ceiling. He isn't sure he wants to know?]
but he doesn't move away or anything. he believes that Galo believes what he's saying, and he tries his best to believe it too. If only for his sanity.]
[ He can mean it all he wants, Lio’s still pretty depressed. And oversharing at this point -but it feels useless to hide things from Galo anymore? He somehow ends up telling him everything, every time. ]
I needed to be smarter. Smarter than he is, smarter than Blue. I am tired of being out maneuvered.
[He kind of laughs a little, automatically, at that, because no one thinks that. But also it sits with him, filling him with warmth that sits oddly with the contact sadness and exhaustion. Lio. . . Lio is the nicest person he's ever met. Isn't that weird? Isn't it weird how he knew before Galo did just how badly he needed someone to believe in him a little?
He scrubs at his face, embarrassed that he's going to cry a little, even though so many of these feelings are Lio.]
[ With that laugh, he actually manages to break through the sadness wall - Lio actually? Laughs back? It’s about the most tired sound in the whole world, and he only smiles with one side of his mouth, but he does. ]
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Hey. It's - well, it's not okay, but there's time. There's time to stop it still, before anyone's hurt!
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but he doesn't move away or anything. he believes that Galo believes what he's saying, and he tries his best to believe it too. If only for his sanity.]
. . . It's my fault that he has them at all.
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[He means that too, fiercely.]
That's it!
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I needed to be smarter. Smarter than he is, smarter than Blue. I am tired of being out maneuvered.
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[He feels depressed and sad too, especially after Lio says that. It hurts, to think of how easily used he was by Kray.]
Not my strong suit.
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. . . I believe you are much more intelligent than others give you credit for.
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He scrubs at his face, embarrassed that he's going to cry a little, even though so many of these feelings are Lio.]
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He just said an incredibly nice thing, so he has to tsun a bit to make up for it. ]
Which isn’t to say you aren’t also an idiot.
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Yeah. I'll take that!
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