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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He isn't mad, he's just emotional. It's overwhelming, it's making something bubble up and overflow, and he's frustrated he can't identify it. Anger, worry, fear. Extreme respect.]

Why didn't you tell me--? You-! Fuck! Bastard! Idiot!
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, it's probably extra confusing because he is also? Kissing him furiously? Dragging him over by the face and kissing him, holding him there.]

You mentioned no such thing! [Kissing him.] Moron! [And again.]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
WHAT?

[ . . . but holding on.]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Dumbass! Kissing him, then, moving to just straight up crawl into his lap, expecting to be held there.]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't feel much like kissing anymore. He just experiences that - everything Galo is feeling, the feeling of having his heart broken, over and over and over, of watching, hearing the Burnish man's screams. Seeing his fingers turn to ash and the understanding of what this all is for.

The whiplash of feeling overwhelmed with protectiveness, of being overwhelmed with how he feels about Galo, to this. Understanding. So you sacrifice the Burnish for that? It's his pain, it's Galo's pain, it's the pain of all of the Burnish. And in the face of it, Galo still tries to fight back.

Lio is quiet, shifting from throwing himself at Galo to simply . . . folding in on himself, head against Galo's chest. He makes an almost animal sound - not quite a wail, but close enough. Close enough to pure grief as it gets.
]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He genuinely cannot respond in words for a long while, but the protectiveness, the hand on his hair. It helps. It's grounding. He doesn't feel quite so alone in his grief for all of the Burnish as he did. It doesn't feel as insurmountable with Galo there too. Knowing his heart is broken too.]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[He really did just own himself completely out of getting laid for being arrested like a cool guy. Wow.

Anyway, once the shook fades, Lio seems to recover some - mostly the shock of it got to him very badly. He shakes his head, reaching up to hold Galo's face in one hand.
]

You don't-- It's alright.
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Much less soft! Though maybe the hardness isn't directed at Galo, necessarily. More that he's steeled himself again, determining a course of action. He was afraid before. He didn't want to know Kray's reasons, his so-called motives. He knew it wouldn't feel better to know, that it wouldn't explain or make anything better. And he was right. It didn't. But what this memory did show him is that someone else is on his side as well, even at the cost of his entire world view and that seems worth knowing.]

Promise me. If something happens to me, you'll help them.
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[He did need to hear that. But, he also sort of needed to hear the other part too? That's the part of Galo that he likes so much. That determination. He wouldn't be Galo without it. He feels safe, right here, like Galo's brave promises can actually protect against anything terrible happening.]

. . . I'm sorry too. About what he did to you.
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He’ll burn himself back to ash for the sake of others, but it’s different, with Galo. It doesn’t feel like lighting himself on fire to care about him. Or, if it does, it’s in the comforting way of the Burnish flames, protective and safe. Moving now to wind his arms over Galo’s shoulders, cling a little closer. ]

He used you, like he used me. I’ll make him pay. We will make him pay.
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's talking about killing a man, Galo! Don't reward him! But it is killing a man for you. Which is supposed to be romantic, so, it's fine. Maybe. The absolute pingpong of emotions he's been through today is honestly exhausting, though all of this just has gotten his adrenaline going again - pushing Galo over onto his back to just keeping smooching.]
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[personal profile] madburnout 2020-03-15 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)