[ a lot of thoughts come to toi's mind as he sees this. he knew galo was a firefighter, but this is seriously not what he was picturing at all. and while he didn't know too much about the relationship between him and lio, he was told by someone that they were on opposing sides back home, and this brings more light to it.
he also has a gay baby thought, but he chooses to ignore that. ]
That's-- robots?
[ he can't get more out, because then another memory starts. ]
[ he's not sure what to say. this memory is still so fresh, even though at this point it happened almost a month ago because of the time spent in this house. ]
... I was just weak, so he was doing what he had to do.
[He clenches his fist. He's trying to be better at understanding people's feelings before he goes off, but this - ]
That's bullshit! You aren't weak, and anyway, there's no justification at all for what he did! You can't just go around hurting the people who care about you, no matter what!
He doesn't say anything for a few seconds, as he tries to decide what to say about it.]
Well. Some things aren't okay no matter what. But I'm sorry I lost my cool. It's your job to decide what to feel about it. I just don't wanna hear you say you deserved something like that.
[There's more yelling where that came from. But not right now.]
I get that. But you shouldn't call yourself weak! Because you aren't, not at all. I've seen how you act here, and you're smart and brave and a really big help! So get that through your head.
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burningrescue) wrote2020-02-29 11:42 pm
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[But it's okay.]
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[ well, at least he's in ]
... what are you doing?
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[But instead of seeing the drawing, a memory plays. Pretend this doesn't sound like it was recorded on a potato.]
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he also has a gay baby thought, but he chooses to ignore that. ]
That's-- robots?
[ he can't get more out, because then another memory starts. ]
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He - he shot you?
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... I ended up here right after that.
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[God. He doesn't even know what to think about it, but he's serious, at least.]
That was your brother?
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[ he's wondering what to say. ]
We were leaving together, and were attacked along the way.
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[Biting his comment, looking away, angry.]
Sorry. I know you didn't exactly show that to me on purpose.
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... I was just weak, so he was doing what he had to do.
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That's bullshit! You aren't weak, and anyway, there's no justification at all for what he did! You can't just go around hurting the people who care about you, no matter what!
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That's just... how it is?
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[He solved Toi's problems by yelling at him about them. But listen.]
I've gotten betrayed before, too... So I know it's that person's fault, not yours!
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... it doesn't feel like a betrayal.
[ he knows his brother isn't a good person but he can't let go of him. ]
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He doesn't say anything for a few seconds, as he tries to decide what to say about it.]
Well. Some things aren't okay no matter what. But I'm sorry I lost my cool. It's your job to decide what to feel about it. I just don't wanna hear you say you deserved something like that.
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... right. I'm still trying to process it, I think.
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I get that. But you shouldn't call yourself weak! Because you aren't, not at all. I've seen how you act here, and you're smart and brave and a really big help! So get that through your head.
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[ it's embarrassing. stop. ]
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[Stop saying bad things about yourself if you want him to stop.]
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[ is he saying this to get galo to stop? yes ]